Kah Nyinzzz

A new year had yet begun…my 2nd year of studies had passed. in my 2nd year, as i stated before, i lost my boyfriend, my close fren and life was like in a hurricane. And i am caught in between it.

But God is fair, he sent someone else to me and made it feel much better. That someone makes my life much better ever since. He taught me what is life and how to survive whenever I face any obstacles. He even made me feel appreciated and tell me not to live by depending on others. Even though he is younger than me but he is far much more mature than me. He taught me how to love unconditionally. HOw to love without expecting the same type of love in return. This is the words that he said to me and make me emerged from my blues, despair and sadness. HE stood right beside me whenever i need a person to cry to and listen to. Never get bored with all the problems that i showered on him.

BUt there are times, he is very stern with me. Whenever i cry something over the things that i should get over with, he will say it with a stern voice "what for you cry over something that is not worth it?" Get over it and move on. It’s been over a year since i had the great fall, now , i am able to let go totally with what i am holding on for so long that wouldn’t bring me to any where by near or by far. I just put it on a river and it flows away to where the current may bring it to. One thing for sure, if the thing is mine then it will be no matter it may go…

Besides, i have a few groups of very very supportive frens, i think without mentioning their names, they should know who are ‘they’ i am refering to. They always stand beside me and let me know that i am  not alone.

And now, i feel much better and more confidence cause for once i had lost it for quite some time..

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