Kah Nyinzzz

After 6 months had past since the last blow, i finally stand up on my feet. I finally know where is the prob..and i finally know who is the girl. I’m not angry nor frustrated, but feeling sad and stupid. Cause i don’t see it coming. God really loves me and he kept on giving me hints what is really going on but i was blinded..blinded with love.

Now I just have to build up my courage and faith again, to walk with confidence all the way to the future without looking back. The past might hurt me deeply but it had made me think in a more mature way and show me what is life and what is adulthood.. By going through such  a great fall, it had showed me, what is true love and what is not. I have come a conclusion that, a true love, doesn’t mean you need to spend the rest of him or her, but if you can, that is a very great achievement in  a relationship and it is a great treasure. Unfortunately, if you had failed along the way, all you have to do is appreciate and treasure the moments that you once had.

It might hurt but that is life. But most important, you must be brave and stand on your feet again and accept someone new in life. People come in and out in our daily life, we just have to manage in a well-mannered way with people that drop by and walk away. I believe god had it’s will to put us through all the pain cause i believe, No Pain, No Gain. And i believe God is fair. He won’t simply lets His believer to suffer without any reasons. Gan En.